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                     viuh ryk”k esa

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   okLro esa] bl lalkj esa vlaHko gS fd ftanxh esa mrkj&p<+ko ugha vk, vFkok gj fdlh dks lHkh I;kj djsaA bl lanHkZ esa euksoSKkfud izks fofy;e tsEl dk ekuuk gS fd gj balku ds Hkhrj ,d vn~Hkqr “kfDr fNih gksrh gS] ftls u dksbZ ns[k ldrk gS vkSj u gh dYiuk dj ldrk gSA vxj fdlh e”khu ls balku ds vkarfjd “kfDr;ksa dh rLohj [khaph tk ldrh rc euq’; viuh “kfDr;ksa dks ns[kdj vk”p;Zpfdr jg tk,xkA blfy,] balku ds ikl fnekx vkSj nks gkFk gSaA buds ne ij og viuh vkLFkk] vkRefo”okl] /kS;Z] fgEer] dk;Z”khyrk vkSj n`<+rk ls Åaph mM+kus Hkj ldrk gSA flQZ] t:jr gS rks flQZ ,d dne vkxs c<+kus dhA